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the best summer ever; because of you.

My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.


whispers of summer her story friends birdsongs memories sunrays





sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Monday, December 15, 2008
because i got bored...

because i got bored...
...of a) doing nothing much while waiting for 15 minutes to be over so i can go on mousehunt again. b) attempting to do splits haha. c) fantasising/daydreaming like i find myself increasingly doing these few days.

and because i had to find something else to do. cuz it's just so hard to stop thinking about you.
and for some reason, i find myself picking out lines of lyrics. again, maybe.

but whatever.

if you're bored too you can go guess the songs they're from xD

hey i've been watching you-
every little thing you do
every time i see you pass
in my homeroom class
makes my heart beat fast.
...i think you're fine
you really blow my mind.
maybe, someday, you and me can run away.


when you're gone,
the pieces of my heart are missing you.
and when you're gone,
the face i came to know is missing too.
and when you're gone,
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay-
i miss you.

too far to turn around,
so i'm gonna stand my ground
give me just a little bit of hope,
with a smile or a glance,
give me one more chance.


but i wish that it was still last night
...when i go away i'll miss you
and i will be thinking of you
every day and night, just
promise me you'll wait for me
cuz i'll be saving all my love for you
...promise me you'll wait for me
i need to know you feel the same way too

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears.
and if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave
for your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.
these wounds won't seem to heal;
this pain is just too real-
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
...you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the
life you left behind.
your face, it haunts
my once pleasant dreams.
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me.
these wounds won't seem to heal;
this pain is just too real-
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

...i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
but though you're still with me
i've been alone
all along.

i seem to have too many emo songs for my own good, eh.

and i seem to get too bored nowadays for my own good too.

and my dreams nowadays seem to show too much how paradiasical life used to be.

because i seem to wake up with my thoughts running so wild every morning.
you're driving me crazy with missing you, you know that?
if only you knew.
i remember telling you that i don't dream when you asked me if i'd dream of you.
i was wrong.
8:07 pm
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