the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Monday, December 15, 2008
because i got bored...
because i got bored......of a) doing nothing much while waiting for 15 minutes to be over so i can go on mousehunt again. b) attempting to do splits haha. c) fantasising/daydreaming like i find myself increasingly doing these few days. and because i had to find something else to do. cuz it's just so hard to stop thinking about you.and for some reason, i find myself picking out lines of lyrics. again, maybe. but whatever.if you're bored too you can go guess the songs they're from xDhey i've been watching you- every little thing you do every time i see you pass in my homeroom class makes my heart beat fast. ...i think you're fine you really blow my mind. maybe, someday, you and me can run away.when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. and when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too. and when you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay- i miss you.
too far to turn around, so i'm gonna stand my ground give me just a little bit of hope, with a smile or a glance, give me one more chance.but i wish that it was still last night...when i go away i'll miss youand i will be thinking of you every day and night, justpromise me you'll wait for mecuz i'll be saving all my love for you...promise me you'll wait for mei need to know you feel the same way tooi'm so tired of being heresuppressed by all my childish fears.and if you have to leave,i wish that you would just leavefor your presence still lingers here,and it won't leave me alone.these wounds won't seem to heal;this pain is just too real-there's just too much that time cannot erase....you used to captivate meby your resonating lightbut now i'm bound by thelife you left behind.your face, it hauntsmy once pleasant dreams.your voice it chased awayall the sanity in me.these wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real- there's just too much that time cannot erase. ...i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.but though you're still with mei've been alone all along.i seem to have too many emo songs for my own good, eh.and i seem to get too bored nowadays for my own good too.and my dreams nowadays seem to show too much how paradiasical life used to be.because i seem to wake up with my thoughts running so wild every morning.you're driving me crazy with missing you, you know that? if only you knew.i remember telling you that i don't dream when you asked me if i'd dream of you.i was wrong. 8:07 pm
Monday, December 15, 2008
because i got bored... because i got bored......of a) doing nothing much while waiting for 15 minutes to be over so i can go on mousehunt again. b) attempting to do splits haha. c) fantasising/daydreaming like i find myself increasingly doing these few days. and because i had to find something else to do. cuz it's just so hard to stop thinking about you.and for some reason, i find myself picking out lines of lyrics. again, maybe. but whatever.if you're bored too you can go guess the songs they're from xDhey i've been watching you- every little thing you do every time i see you pass in my homeroom class makes my heart beat fast. ...i think you're fine you really blow my mind. maybe, someday, you and me can run away.when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. and when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too. and when you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay- i miss you.
too far to turn around, so i'm gonna stand my ground give me just a little bit of hope, with a smile or a glance, give me one more chance.but i wish that it was still last night...when i go away i'll miss youand i will be thinking of you every day and night, justpromise me you'll wait for mecuz i'll be saving all my love for you...promise me you'll wait for mei need to know you feel the same way tooi'm so tired of being heresuppressed by all my childish fears.and if you have to leave,i wish that you would just leavefor your presence still lingers here,and it won't leave me alone.these wounds won't seem to heal;this pain is just too real-there's just too much that time cannot erase....you used to captivate meby your resonating lightbut now i'm bound by thelife you left behind.your face, it hauntsmy once pleasant dreams.your voice it chased awayall the sanity in me.these wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real- there's just too much that time cannot erase. ...i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.but though you're still with mei've been alone all along.i seem to have too many emo songs for my own good, eh.and i seem to get too bored nowadays for my own good too.and my dreams nowadays seem to show too much how paradiasical life used to be.because i seem to wake up with my thoughts running so wild every morning.you're driving me crazy with missing you, you know that? if only you knew.i remember telling you that i don't dream when you asked me if i'd dream of you.i was wrong.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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